i never knew that words spoken without any evil intention would offend someone.and i never knew of it until they finally pour it out just now.

the me last time would try by hook or crook to deny it.but after such going through so many things,i guess i have finally mature and toughen myself out.weaknesses,no doubt,is a pain to the ear but i realised,it's necessary for you to be a better person.

and so i am determine to make myself a better person.for that,i would need to learn to speak less but listen more.the process itself would be a killer;no doubt.but i'm willing to give it a shot.i do feel the need to be a better person. =)


something random:
reconsidering the worth of it but i have decided to stay.i was thinking hard,saying that people are at fault.but maybe i was the one that was at fault.perhaps i wanted spotlight so much that i let it get into me.and unconsciously,i forgot to think for people.

and yes,i do have to be a better person.wish me luck!!i can do it!

should i said i never had a new year as great as this one?this should explain why.=D

Reason 1:
went home flying on the last day of 2010 in the morning and got pampered with all my favourites foods! went kl with mummy and daddy to find my brothers and again,i got stuff with delicious food all day long!awesome to the max! XD

Reason 2:
i finally got my key!!!mum finally bought me one yesterday after all those pestering i made.haha...actually i don't really mind whether i have the key or not at the first place but somehow,i ended up wanted one since it symbolic that i'm officially 21-official adult and legal and yeah,simply because a mother was suppose to give on to her daughter when she turn 21.(i just want a present from mummy,that's all =P)well,i do have to admit friends influenced me as well since most of my friends have one,i wanted one as well and that was another part of the reason.so forgive me for my childish-ness.and here's a glimpse of my key! =D




mummy got me this! =)


reaaon 3:
just a day before i came back to penang,shen li,hui yan,ee na,yin shyuan and yin ching drop by my house and we spend the whole time laughing,giggling and complaining about our university life.they brought along 2 packet of my hometown famous chee cheong fun which somehow turns out to be pathetic as we spend more than 1 hour to finish it (ah well,we were busy cam-whoring with the chee cheong fun =D and looi said she feel the chee cheong fun is pathetic coz we did that =.=

anyhow,i shall leave the rest of the talking to the piccas! =D




from left: me (in my pyjamas =.=, ee na,hui yan and shen li =)




me 'harrasing' hui yan >=P




the best pic of the night!


what a perfect way to start a brand new year!hopefully things stay this smooth and great for the remaining year!

the clock strike 12.

as for today,2010 is a history.instead,we welcome 1.1.11 with an open arm with hope that it will promise us a better year ahead.=)

and my new year is celebrated with loved ones as well as hugs and new year wishes from great childhood darlings.accompanied by love songs in the car when hui yan send me back home.

funny how the thought of "will i ever fall in love" cross my mind in this new year.perhaps,i have been wanted to fall in love to that very first special someone.all thanks to bruno mars's just the way you are which was air in the radio.

"you will" is the answer i got from hui yan when i ask her that.and i wonder how true is that.

ah well,i guess it would be hard since anyone that wanted to go after me have to be a persistent one.but still,it wouldn't be a harm to hope for a better one right?

happy new year everyone!!may it be a year filled with happiness and love for all of us!


lots of love,kisses and hugs from,
jane

And christmas just passed.=] christmas spend together with love one;with family and childhood friends make me feels lile a little kid again.thank you santa for such a wonderful christmas right now.that's exactly what i need for christmas =D merry christmas !

it's the midst of holiday and instead of staying at home or go traveling,here i am-stuck in university for another 2 weeks before going break for christmas break.

looking back,it's funny how things can change so drastically in just a year time.i used to look forward to attend practises back then.but now?put it simple,i'm feeling dread when the thought of attending pratices ever cross my mind.and yet,i find it ironic as the thing that i dread of is actually the thing i love the most-making and learning music,that's is.

i thought about it long and hard.what is the main reasons for this sudden change?is the problems lies in me?who's at fault?who's to blame?

it sure took me quite a while to realise it but in the end,perhaps i'm the one that have change.the me now is not the girl back then when she just enter university not long ago.i find it hard to accept things that are totally contradict with my beliefs as well as act that was against the moral values i upheld.

putting that asidee,i was trying to avoid someone there (@_@).it wasn't obvious at first.well,not until my 21st birthday when he just suddenly gave me a super big teddy bear which is almost 5 inch tall as my birthday present which was more than enough to put me in a state of shock.i dismiss the possibility that my friends told me at first (according to them,a guy has the intention to court the girl when they actually gave a teddy bear to a girl) but over time,i do feel something is wrong somewhere and to be frank,it freak me out.

reason?that guy turns out to be my flute tutor ...... at jazz band. =________________=" almost like something that comes out in the blue.

well,i guess for now,i'll just leave it as it is.with so many killer songs to learn in such a short time,i don't really have any time o figure out those nonsense right?let's just hope things stay the way it is now-though i can't really stand a few people there.i just didn't want things to get anymore complicated-with all those dramas that surround me everyday.=.="

as for now,let's just hope i'll survive this 2 bloody weeks.

for a moment,i decided to just stop going forward and take a good look around my surrounding; the people,the environment and little little small things in life.

my university life,perhaps,meeting them was the best gift i received so far.meeting them,getting to know them and ended up being together with them,truth be told,i indeed feel really bless!



getting to know you guys,perhaps it's one of the best thing ever that happen in my life.

and i just want you guys to know how happy i am for knowing you guys.how glad i am to have you guys beside me and i cherish you guys from the bottom of my heart.=)





i love you girls!!♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i stumble upon this intersting article as i randomly google around;searching for a suitable pic that would represent my thought.and it seems like as people grow older,they became wiser.wonder if i'll be like them?i would like to share this with you guys. =) hope u'll love it.


TIME GETS BETTER WITH AGE – Age 5 to age 92; Read it through to the end, it gets better as you go!

I’ve learned that I like my teacher because she cries when we sings “Silent Night”. Age 5

I’ve learned that our dog doesn’t want to eat my broccoli either. Age 7

I’ve learned that when I wave to people in the country, they stop what they are doing and wave back. Age 9

I’ve learned that just when I get my room the way I like it, Mom makes me clean it up again. Age 12

I’ve learned that if you want to cheer yourself up, you should try cheering someone else up. Age 14I’ve learned that although it’s hard to admit it, I’m secretly glad my parents are strict with me. Age 15

I’ve learned that silent company is often more healing than words of advice. Age 24

I’ve learned that brushing my child’s hair is one of life’s great pleasures. Age 26

I’ve learned that wherever I go, the world’s worst drivers have followed me there. Age 29

I’ve learned that if someone says something unkind about me, I must live so that no one will believe it. Age 30

I’ve learned that there are people who love you dearly but just don’t know how to show it. Age 42

I’ve learned that you can make some one’s day by simply sending them a little note. Age 44

I’ve learned that the greater a person’s sense of guilt, the greater his or her need to cast blame on others. Age 46

I’ve learned that children and grandparents are natural allies. Age 47

I’ve learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow. Age 48

I’ve learned that singing “Amazing Grace” can lift my spirits for hours. Age 49

I’ve learned that motel mattresses are better on the side away from the phone. Age 50

I’ve learned that you can tell a lot about a man by the way he handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. Age 51

I’ve learned that keeping a vegetable garden is worth a medicine cabinet full of pills. Age 52

I’ve learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you miss them terribly after they die. Age 53

I’ve learned that making a living is not the same thing as making a life. Age 58

I’ve learned that if you want to do something positive for your children, work to improve your marriage. Age 61

I’ve learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. Age 62

I’ve learned that you shouldn’t go through life with a catcher’s mitt on both hands. You need to be able to throw something back. Age 64

I’ve learned that if you pursue happiness, it will elude you. But if you focus on your family, the needs of others, your work, meeting new people, and doing the very best you can, happiness will find you. Age 65

I’ve learned that whenever I decide something with kindness, I usually make the right decision. Age 66

I’ve learned that everyone can use a prayer. Age 72

I’ve learned that even when I have pains, I don’t have to be one. Age 82

I’ve learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love that human touch-holding hands, a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. Age 90

I’ve learned that I still have a lot to learn. Age 92


*credits to american retired seniors*
http://www.americanretiredseniors.com/inspiration-and-humor/time-gets-better-with-age/#more-1182