my 21st. =)
i have a blast 21st.for showering me with all those wishes, celebration and loves, i really thank you guys from the deep bottom of my heart. for making it a memorable one, for making it a unforgotten one, for making me feeling like a princess- thank you so much!!
p/s: yi ling,pei yek,ciara,yuit khey,april,wan yun, hui yi - thank you so much for the cakes and the celebration!the cake is awesome but nothing is more awesome than you guys =)
ciara and april - thank you for accompanying me to go club. i have a great birthday thanks to u guys and nothing worth more than that. =)
and yea, i really love u guys. for having u guys beside me,i couldn't ask for more but to thank god for treating me so well.XD
Saturday 30 October 2010
Wednesday 27 October 2010
Tuesday 26 October 2010
i'm turning 21 in less than 2 hours time. and somehow,i do feel excited; it's my birthday tomorrow after all.
well, i thought it'll be just another year; well, except that im turning 21 and im officially legal!- but somehow,things got another plan for me. i was leave speechless and in a state of shock on my birthday eve- trying hard to digest the things that happened in front of me.
yea,it's a big suprise, for me and till now, i still cant seem to digest it at all,not yet. i'm still puzzled and confused as i look at m bed now; what am i gonna do with it btw?
well, i thought it'll be just another year; well, except that im turning 21 and im officially legal!- but somehow,things got another plan for me. i was leave speechless and in a state of shock on my birthday eve- trying hard to digest the things that happened in front of me.
yea,it's a big suprise, for me and till now, i still cant seem to digest it at all,not yet. i'm still puzzled and confused as i look at m bed now; what am i gonna do with it btw?
Friday 22 October 2010
Just The Way You Are
Yes, i'm totally in love with this song right now.can't help but keep on listening to it all day long.
Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars
Oh, her eyes, her eyes,
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair,
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful,
and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, I know,
when I compliment her
she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so,
sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok,
I say
When I see your face,
there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing,
just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing,
just the way you are
Her lips, her lips,
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh,
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful,
and I tell her every day
Oh, you know, you know, you know,
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know
I'll say
When I see your face,
there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing,
just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing,
just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
When I see your face,
there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing,
just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing,
just the way you are. Yeah
Perhaps, i've been waiting to have that special someone telling me, "you're amazing just the way you are." am pretty sure tears gona rolled down my cheek and gonna remember that very special moment for the rest of my life.
Just The Way You Are - Bruno Mars
Oh, her eyes, her eyes,
make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair,
falls perfectly without her trying
She's so beautiful,
and I tell her every day
Yeah, I know, I know,
when I compliment her
she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so,
sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look ok,
I say
When I see your face,
there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing,
just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing,
just the way you are
Her lips, her lips,
I could kiss them all day if she let me
Her laugh, her laugh,
she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful,
and I tell her every day
Oh, you know, you know, you know,
I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for
then just stay the same
So, don't even bother asking if you look ok
You know
I'll say
When I see your face,
there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing,
just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing,
just the way you are
The way you are, the way you are
Girl you're amazing, just the way you are
When I see your face,
there's not a thing that I would change
Because you're amazing,
just the way you are
And when you smile,
the whole world stops and stares for a while
Because girl you're amazing,
just the way you are. Yeah
Perhaps, i've been waiting to have that special someone telling me, "you're amazing just the way you are." am pretty sure tears gona rolled down my cheek and gonna remember that very special moment for the rest of my life.
Tuesday 19 October 2010
12 hours of sleep is perhaps what i need all these while.....
a whole long month of unending pending assignments and work,i finally found a space for me to brief and to digest things as well.severe sleep deprivation and not having a single proper meals drained me of my energy,both physically and mentally.but well,i guess i'll just have some good rest for these 2 weeks before study weeks start.
am taking a break from everything; from study,from jazz band and all other stuff except FUN! feeling bad for lying to JB president that i had things to do during the Tawau Project Concert but i do feel the need to do that.i need a break from jazz band,from the people there as well before i turned into some sort of miss-snotty-and-grupmy.and i have the need to recharge myself for the upcoming concert and music camp (2 weeks long!OMG)
mind you,i used to look forward to every jazz band activities but now,im dreading of it.and yet,why on earth am i still refuse to quit? =.="
newae,some piccas to complete this post. =)
as one of the 'Go Block' models.having fun there and yea,the batik we're wearing cost more that RM700++.....the most expensive clothes i ever wear in my whole life though it doesn't look like it.
sushi-ing at sushi king with sue ann, april, ciara, pei yek, yi ling and yuit khey. have tonnes of fun there;eating and cam-whoring. =) i do appreciate this get-together moments;for some,they just never have the chance to do that.and i do love these people deep in my heart. =) more precious than a gem to me.
some people spend their whole life looking for friends that they can rely on-i'm one of these people as well.but, for now,im just glad that i have these people right besides me.for the time being,nothing esle matters.
a whole long month of unending pending assignments and work,i finally found a space for me to brief and to digest things as well.severe sleep deprivation and not having a single proper meals drained me of my energy,both physically and mentally.but well,i guess i'll just have some good rest for these 2 weeks before study weeks start.
am taking a break from everything; from study,from jazz band and all other stuff except FUN! feeling bad for lying to JB president that i had things to do during the Tawau Project Concert but i do feel the need to do that.i need a break from jazz band,from the people there as well before i turned into some sort of miss-snotty-and-grupmy.and i have the need to recharge myself for the upcoming concert and music camp (2 weeks long!OMG)
mind you,i used to look forward to every jazz band activities but now,im dreading of it.and yet,why on earth am i still refuse to quit? =.="
newae,some piccas to complete this post. =)
as one of the 'Go Block' models.having fun there and yea,the batik we're wearing cost more that RM700++.....the most expensive clothes i ever wear in my whole life though it doesn't look like it.
sushi-ing at sushi king with sue ann, april, ciara, pei yek, yi ling and yuit khey. have tonnes of fun there;eating and cam-whoring. =) i do appreciate this get-together moments;for some,they just never have the chance to do that.and i do love these people deep in my heart. =) more precious than a gem to me.
some people spend their whole life looking for friends that they can rely on-i'm one of these people as well.but, for now,im just glad that i have these people right besides me.for the time being,nothing esle matters.
Sunday 10 October 2010
Thursday 7 October 2010
standing opposite to each other, i was pondering what's running in her mind. for some reason, she look upset and it was as if she was in despair.the me last time would perhaps, go to her and ask her, 'what's wrong?' and it doesnt matter how times, i'll make her spit out her trouble.but the current me was no longer the same anymore i guess.
perhaps if she didn't let go of my hand in the first place,things might not be turn out this bad. or perhaps i was the one that choose to let go first?if only the faith and trust that i spend year building it didn't come crumbling down just like that in a meeting that not even last for 2 hours,i would find music making is indeed fun and intersting.
and here i am, asking questions like 'perhaps' and 'what if'.i said i'm letting go but at the end of the day, it turns out to be something that meant a lot to me.i do reminisce about the past; back then when we are in 1st year but it ache my heart so much; i just don't think that i can take it anymore. if only she realise that our friendship was like a one way street and if only she realise i was tired being the abandon one.
if only she and they realise how unhappy i was when i was in jazz band and still now.perhaps,if we could go back in time,things might be slightly different?
perhaps if she didn't let go of my hand in the first place,things might not be turn out this bad. or perhaps i was the one that choose to let go first?if only the faith and trust that i spend year building it didn't come crumbling down just like that in a meeting that not even last for 2 hours,i would find music making is indeed fun and intersting.
and here i am, asking questions like 'perhaps' and 'what if'.i said i'm letting go but at the end of the day, it turns out to be something that meant a lot to me.i do reminisce about the past; back then when we are in 1st year but it ache my heart so much; i just don't think that i can take it anymore. if only she realise that our friendship was like a one way street and if only she realise i was tired being the abandon one.
if only she and they realise how unhappy i was when i was in jazz band and still now.perhaps,if we could go back in time,things might be slightly different?
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