after surviving almost 1 month without rain and blazing sun (during day time),finally,mr rain and mr wind decided its time to drop by teluk intan for a while. (^ ^)
the rain fall,
the wind blow,
and the thunder strike.....
it's rainy days and that means......
hibernating time is here.=)gladly kiss those itchy days goodbye (definetly hope they wont come bac ever again!)
Monday 31 May 2010
Friday 28 May 2010
i always thought i loss more than i gain.at the end of the day,it turns out that it was the other way round.ironic, isn't it?or should i said it's a good thing instead?
i gained freedom,experiences that would never be mine the moment i took the first step into university.in return,i forgot what loneliness,hopelessness and despair are like; found myself in a deep dungeon once again when the same misfortune befall me.i loss more that i gained, is what i thought deep in my heart.despair overwhelmed me.
i know new friends and they offer me things that my childhood friends could never offered me.in return,my childhood friends seems to be away from me.i loss more than i gained, is what i thought deep in my heart again.
im the only one that was enrolled in local university (APEX university of all university) while the rest of them failed to secure a place,enroll in private college in the end.i got into my dream university but in return,i was isolated most of the time because of it.again,i loss more that i gained, is what i thought deep in my heart.
so,here's the truth.is it really true that i loss more than what i gained?ii used to think it's true and im not satisfied with it.everything i gained,i made sacrifice and work hard for it.so,why is it that i have to loss a lot of thing everytime i gained something?where did i do wrong?
as ironic as it can be,i just realise that i never loss anything to begin with.i loss something but not much.it is true that i lost something,but i own something more vulnerable,things that people own but they never realised it.i was promised experience,lessons of life and each of it is an eye opener for me.i didn't loss anything huh?
sometimes,i do thing the price is too much for me to bear.but i guess that's what life is.i rise slowly,then being knock down to the ground and found myself trying to get up,stand at my own 2 feet and start walking and rising again.is this what have been promised to me,as a compensation for all the thing i lost in the process??
i gained freedom,experiences that would never be mine the moment i took the first step into university.in return,i forgot what loneliness,hopelessness and despair are like; found myself in a deep dungeon once again when the same misfortune befall me.i loss more that i gained, is what i thought deep in my heart.despair overwhelmed me.
i know new friends and they offer me things that my childhood friends could never offered me.in return,my childhood friends seems to be away from me.i loss more than i gained, is what i thought deep in my heart again.
im the only one that was enrolled in local university (APEX university of all university) while the rest of them failed to secure a place,enroll in private college in the end.i got into my dream university but in return,i was isolated most of the time because of it.again,i loss more that i gained, is what i thought deep in my heart.
so,here's the truth.is it really true that i loss more than what i gained?ii used to think it's true and im not satisfied with it.everything i gained,i made sacrifice and work hard for it.so,why is it that i have to loss a lot of thing everytime i gained something?where did i do wrong?
as ironic as it can be,i just realise that i never loss anything to begin with.i loss something but not much.it is true that i lost something,but i own something more vulnerable,things that people own but they never realised it.i was promised experience,lessons of life and each of it is an eye opener for me.i didn't loss anything huh?
sometimes,i do thing the price is too much for me to bear.but i guess that's what life is.i rise slowly,then being knock down to the ground and found myself trying to get up,stand at my own 2 feet and start walking and rising again.is this what have been promised to me,as a compensation for all the thing i lost in the process??
Thursday 27 May 2010
HOT!!HOT!!HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!
i feel like im in a giant microwave,with aluminium foil wrap around me,sweat running past me.my skin is tanned and somehow i dont smell good.come to think of it,im been in it since i came back for holiday.
hmmmmmm......
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ok,there is it.i officially would like to ask one question.a few perhaps.....
MR RAIN!!!!WHERE ARE YOU??????????!!!!!!AND MR SUN,PLEASE CONTROL YOUR HEAT.IM HALFWAY BECOMING A ROASTED PIG NOW THANK YOU.....!@#$%^**&^$#@$%^@%*
*chill* here's my determination.im willing to do anthing that will stop global warming.i cant stand this heat and ii didnt want to be a roasted pig for the rest of my holiday!!!!
hmmmmmm......
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ok,there is it.i officially would like to ask one question.a few perhaps.....
MR RAIN!!!!WHERE ARE YOU??????????!!!!!!AND MR SUN,PLEASE CONTROL YOUR HEAT.IM HALFWAY BECOMING A ROASTED PIG NOW THANK YOU.....!@#$%^**&^$#@$%^@%*
*chill* here's my determination.im willing to do anthing that will stop global warming.i cant stand this heat and ii didnt want to be a roasted pig for the rest of my holiday!!!!
Wednesday 26 May 2010
Love For Food Brings Me Into Cooking (i smell trouble)
was chatting with Lynn on fb just now.she seems like a lonely gal,i hardly know anything bout her.it surprised me to find that we suddenly start chatting on fb (it started off at my friends wall,we're spamming their wall.XD) i never thought that she'll open up a small piece of her heart to me.anyhow,we had a great chat together and guess what?i got one simple recipe to prepare spaghetti (okay,finally i know the right way to cook spaghetti.as for how i cook spaghetti last time,use imagination.how a person thats totally a disaster in kitchen prepare food.XD)
ok,,here is it.well,for those who do not know how to cook,you can try it out!creating a disaster in the kitchen sounds like fun after all.XD (mum gona kill me for this)
-we'll need onion,minced meat(chicken or beef) and then oregano leaves (oh,oregano leave is the herbs for pizza or food like that,i just found out bout that,amazingly),bolognese tomato sauce
-then,fry minced onion till its started to have some scent.put in the minced meet,keep them simmer and cook.
-reminder!!!don't add water or anything and remember not to use too much oil.reason??meat will produce oil.=)
-let the meat simmer till u see its getting dry somehow..
-and then u add in the bolognese sauce and stir...add in some water if its needed and then don't forget oregano leave
-and finally,put in some salt for more taste
p/s:in case you don't understand what it mean by keeping the meat simmer,read here.=)
keeping meat simmer is like when you cook chicken,you'll put water to boil it till the meat is cook and when you see the meat is somehow drying,don't add in water anymore.put in oregano leaves and the sauce at once instead. stir it and add salt. (phew,another major discovery)
and this is how u should prepare spaghetti so that your spaghetti won't ended up like what i considered 'satu longgok' (the spaghetti stick together the moment i take it out)
correct way:
-after you bolied the spagetti, drain the water and either you put butter or olive oil and mixed it.olive oil is recommended and ,make sure the spaghetti is still hot when you stir it
or
drain the spaghetti again with running cold water and it wont stick anymore!
i guess for the time being this will do.....wait till im more advance,i can try something which is harder (oh,this gonna takes me forever!).im gona try to cook it so more pics to come.
everyone, *cross fingers* please?pray that i wont devastate my mum's kitchen..
ok,,here is it.well,for those who do not know how to cook,you can try it out!creating a disaster in the kitchen sounds like fun after all.XD (mum gona kill me for this)
-we'll need onion,minced meat(chicken or beef) and then oregano leaves (oh,oregano leave is the herbs for pizza or food like that,i just found out bout that,amazingly),bolognese tomato sauce
-then,fry minced onion till its started to have some scent.put in the minced meet,keep them simmer and cook.
-reminder!!!don't add water or anything and remember not to use too much oil.reason??meat will produce oil.=)
-let the meat simmer till u see its getting dry somehow..
-and then u add in the bolognese sauce and stir...add in some water if its needed and then don't forget oregano leave
-and finally,put in some salt for more taste
p/s:in case you don't understand what it mean by keeping the meat simmer,read here.=)
keeping meat simmer is like when you cook chicken,you'll put water to boil it till the meat is cook and when you see the meat is somehow drying,don't add in water anymore.put in oregano leaves and the sauce at once instead. stir it and add salt. (phew,another major discovery)
and this is how u should prepare spaghetti so that your spaghetti won't ended up like what i considered 'satu longgok' (the spaghetti stick together the moment i take it out)
correct way:
-after you bolied the spagetti, drain the water and either you put butter or olive oil and mixed it.olive oil is recommended and ,make sure the spaghetti is still hot when you stir it
or
drain the spaghetti again with running cold water and it wont stick anymore!
i guess for the time being this will do.....wait till im more advance,i can try something which is harder (oh,this gonna takes me forever!).im gona try to cook it so more pics to come.
everyone, *cross fingers* please?pray that i wont devastate my mum's kitchen..
Things I Gotta To Do Is Always Things That Gives Me Headache
ohaiyou~~~~unbelievable, i woke up pretty early today.9am...9am!!!!sigh.......
*look at those pile of things*
*sigh*
okay,i seriously need to clear those things now.i had leave it there for like a month???(well,i clear halfway-and cabut) =.="
i hate packing and unpacking stuff........no joke.
here's my today to-do list:
1)clear all those pile of bombs.....
2)confirm violin class with mr ho
3)i seriously need to start practising violin.....let's start with 30 mins 1st??
*look at those pile of things*
*sigh*
okay,i seriously need to clear those things now.i had leave it there for like a month???(well,i clear halfway-and cabut) =.="
i hate packing and unpacking stuff........no joke.
here's my today to-do list:
1)clear all those pile of bombs.....
2)confirm violin class with mr ho
3)i seriously need to start practising violin.....let's start with 30 mins 1st??
Monday 24 May 2010
Girls' Best-est Friend!
had a fun shopping spree (well,my so-called shopping-spree) last 3 days.all thanks to a few of my old good friends(old buddies are always the best).pulling a few night at shen li's house and to be frank,it was really col and fun.it was most probably one of my happiest day since my redang trip with my coursemates (reasons?i don't even wan to think bout it.escapism, perhaps?)ok,back to my very so-called 'shopping-spree'.here's few items i bought:
bought it at padini shop.they had sales,20% which make it RM26.10 per piece
Polo-T from body glove and penelope's formal shirt from FOS.and of course,it's with discount or promotion~~
dresses from nichii...love it soooo much~~
pants from MNG.cost me RM79. >.<.but the material was hand wash friendly~~
bought it during last redang trip.^^
and...this is the highlight of that day~~
not to mention triumph bras-RM30 per piece!!!certainly a great deal and clinelle product (oh,i got a lot of goodies and a photoshot!!but no way i gonna let anyone see it!)
well,i do spend a bit out of budget this time but hey,i could hardly hardly bought anything at penang.so can u imagine,i basically shop for like twice a year or even less than that. (hmmm...sounds like im making excuse.XP.)
nah....i promise to save up once uni resume,so, that's gona make up for it right?
bought it at padini shop.they had sales,20% which make it RM26.10 per piece
Polo-T from body glove and penelope's formal shirt from FOS.and of course,it's with discount or promotion~~
dresses from nichii...love it soooo much~~
pants from MNG.cost me RM79. >.<.but the material was hand wash friendly~~
bought it during last redang trip.^^
and...this is the highlight of that day~~
not to mention triumph bras-RM30 per piece!!!certainly a great deal and clinelle product (oh,i got a lot of goodies and a photoshot!!but no way i gonna let anyone see it!)
well,i do spend a bit out of budget this time but hey,i could hardly hardly bought anything at penang.so can u imagine,i basically shop for like twice a year or even less than that. (hmmm...sounds like im making excuse.XP.)
nah....i promise to save up once uni resume,so, that's gona make up for it right?
Saturday 15 May 2010
Big Things and Little Things
i stumble on this post out of curiosity (the title, somehow,grab hold of my attention) and it turn out to be one of those remarkable post. i have always like writings that reveal the missing fragment in human lives.and this piece of writing live up to its title.
its my dream to be like GEORGE PE MYAT WIN, the author who wrote this, simply because, i wanted to see and experience something myself.reading about people's experience used to satisfied my thirst for it,but somehow somewhat, the desire keep becoming stronger and i found myself wanting more than that.
big things and little things sound so true in our life.we tend to focus too much on big things that we tend to overlook little important things.little things like showing gratitude, expressing love are shadowed by what we consider as big things; material wealth,development,power and so on.
if i am given a chance to travel around the world,i would like to travel to places like Congo.of course i wont say i do not prefer places like europe countries (tell me,who dont like prestige stuff and place in this world?).but what i want is an experience that would enable me to have a glimpse in something that's not common in real life.not to mention,the truth life offer.
a dream was born to fulfill this thirst and hunger,by aiming to be a journalist.it may be a path that's rich in bushes,thorns and bumpy rocky roads,but this is what make an experience gained vulnerable.human is still human,who will only appreciate things in life that was hard to laid their hands on it.and im just one of those human.
you should check out these posts.for me,its kind of love at first sight.read it and think hard.perhaps,something positive might come out of it.=)
http://www.rdasia.com.my/Big_Things_and_Little_Things
http://www.rdasia.com.my/feet_unbound
http://www.rdasia.com.my/Can_We_Win_the_War_on_Terror
its my dream to be like GEORGE PE MYAT WIN, the author who wrote this, simply because, i wanted to see and experience something myself.reading about people's experience used to satisfied my thirst for it,but somehow somewhat, the desire keep becoming stronger and i found myself wanting more than that.
big things and little things sound so true in our life.we tend to focus too much on big things that we tend to overlook little important things.little things like showing gratitude, expressing love are shadowed by what we consider as big things; material wealth,development,power and so on.
if i am given a chance to travel around the world,i would like to travel to places like Congo.of course i wont say i do not prefer places like europe countries (tell me,who dont like prestige stuff and place in this world?).but what i want is an experience that would enable me to have a glimpse in something that's not common in real life.not to mention,the truth life offer.
a dream was born to fulfill this thirst and hunger,by aiming to be a journalist.it may be a path that's rich in bushes,thorns and bumpy rocky roads,but this is what make an experience gained vulnerable.human is still human,who will only appreciate things in life that was hard to laid their hands on it.and im just one of those human.
you should check out these posts.for me,its kind of love at first sight.read it and think hard.perhaps,something positive might come out of it.=)
http://www.rdasia.com.my/Big_Things_and_Little_Things
http://www.rdasia.com.my/feet_unbound
http://www.rdasia.com.my/Can_We_Win_the_War_on_Terror
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