Hey there,

Thanks for your resume.

Will you be able to come in for an interview sometime this coming week?

 

I remembered how I jumped with excitement upon receiving email from Seventeen’s lifestyle and entertainment editor. I was like a child; i can’t stop smiling and my eyes are beaming with hopes.

That’s how i spend 3 days at KL, with family and childhood darling. =)

I remembered how nervous i was the moment i step into BluInc company. I remembered how hard I pray that everything will turn out great during interview. and I remembered how I felt slight of disappointment after interview; feeling like things doesn’t really go smoothly in there.

But, at least, I can be sure i do give my best out there.

Funny how human really change as they grew. It never crossed my mind that I would be applying for internship at Seventeen magazine back then when i was in secondary school. of course, neither the thought of studying communication as well.

To actually felt homesick at the airport at the night when i was suppose to flew back to Penang from KL, that’s another unexpected occurrence.

And, it do surprise me that no matter how many friends we have out there; our university or working life, at the end of the day, we still stick back to the very few that we are close and comfortable with. Ironically, childhood friends can never be replace in that aspect.

Putting that aside, it’s funny how we no longer chat like the way we were back then when we are young. instead, we talk about boys, future, career, love, beauty and fashion. we chat about falling in love, being court or crush. and we can pillow talk about that for all night long. or maybe, browsing through each other’s wardrobe, admiring and experimenting on new styles. perhaps, make ups comes along as well. and this are the things that would i would rather be dead than doing it when i’m young.

And we can never stop asking this question:- where is love, patience, understanding, kindness, warmth and sincerity?

Looking back, it used to be jeans,tees,sport shoes and backpack when we went to shopping mall.and i would spend my whole day in the bookstore, doing nothing else but to drown myself in the world of books. A glimpse to the ‘now’, it would be dresses,complete with accessories, shoes or heels at times and ladies bag with a touch up of make up. we browse around the mall for clothes and accessories, bags, heels, clothes and more. if it was Padini we would go for 8 years ago, now, it would be FOREVER 21, MNG, Brands Outlet, Vincci and more.

Funny how those changes can take place without any of us realising it. As if all those happen to us unconsciously. It may be a simple thing but it took more to realise it.

And,that’s what I learnt throughout my trip to KL =).

I’m still waiting for reply from Seventeen though– cross fingers and pray hard that i would get it. pray that i’ll survive this coming week as well. 3 assignments due in 3 continuous days simply means no rest and sleep for me this week end. =(

Ah well, anyhow, I hope you guys have an awesome week!!! have tonnes of fun on my behalf as well.

Write soon! =)

 

of kisses and hugs.

"if only……….=)”

2 words, that enable a whole new possibilities being insert in,

thoughts that are not told verbally but rather, through very indirect meaning.

ironically, it was on valentine’s day when i finally had a clearer mind from my own,free from all those cloudy uncertainties.perhaps,what they said is true.i was never truthful to myself.fear,without me realising or knowing it,over-power my true feeling.i have all along,wanting to give it a try but was too afraid to do so.

“if only…….”

perhaps,it won’t be that difficult if one know what meaning it holds. no deadlines,but it won’t be easy. no obligations but there’s no gurantee that one will seek the right answer. still,as hints are drop here and there,scattered pieces,once put together will reveal the answer one seeking for: REWARDS

but that is if the answers were found,for the answer itself represent the reward one will get.some thoughts,care and love,answer were all along there,but no one knows. =)

 

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     if only ………

     if only……..

and so, it’s been a week after chinese new year break.festive season spend with loved ones,it meant the whole world to me. =)

couzzies,newphews,aunts,uncles and bros were home for chinese new year.u bet,i was having lots of fun at home;not to mention the amount of food i ate (‘hungry’ was never in my vocabulary throughout my 1 week break) and it is indeed depressing considering how much weight i gain.but i guess,that’s what festive season is all about.=D

and here’s some pics of the cutest cupcakes i ever saw!! it’s cute but not that yummy though.but still,the look alone is enough to melt your heart.

      

                     

                                                     

pretty cute right? =D makes me feel so guilty for eating it.XD

 

new year carries new hope for a better year. or so most people hope for.i wouldn’t say i want my year to be a peaceful one- a little of excitement would add colours and spices,making it even better.still,still………….

getting sick on the third day when semestar resume doesn’t sound cool at all.i wouldn’t say sick,after all,it’s a girl’s stuff,or girls’ ‘best friend’ for every month.

sitting at the foyer,looking like crap with cold sweat wetting your shirt;not to mention the passer-by that was pondering what’s wrong with you doesn’t sounds cool at all…….

yea,i was sitting at the foyer after excusing myself from tutorial class but ended up stuck at there as i was incapable of going back on my own. curl like a ball,with my hand pressing hard to my stomach as the pain was accompany by gastric (to my horror),head spinning 360 degree every second and i was bath in my cold sweat- wishing hard i could just lie down on bed and feel like dying badly. i can’t even walk straight and my body feel like jelly all over.if it wasn’t for my coursemates that send me back to my room,i can’t imagine what i would do.yea,terror.

good thing is the shooting i was supposed to involve in for senior final year project is cancel.or else,god bless me then.

and weekend just never fail to leave me with gastric (ok,blame me for being just too lazy to get food outside…….simply cause im sick with outside food.miss homemade food pretty badly.=( )i seriously have the need to adjust my meal intake,i need nutritious meal.

enough of my ranting here. oh yea,valentine is tomorrow.so for those who are celebrating valentine with loved ones, Happy Valentine’s Day and have a memorable one. for those who prefer tequila (means single) or still do,Happy Valentine’s Day to you guys as well.Valentine’s can always be celebrated with closest girlfriends or boyfriends. =)

Have a Happy Valentine’s Day everyone!!! =3