P.S I Love You

and no,i’m not in love right now =) but still,i’m looking forward to experience one.

Funny how i am actually missing the place that enable me to learn what i want all along but full with unseen drama,a place where trust and respect are striped from me and never fail to leave me feeling disappointed and broken hearted, like right now.

as much as i wanted to tell everyone that place sucks and the people sucks,

as much as i wanted to just erase all the memories from that place,

as much as i wished hard i could escape from there,

at the end of the day,i just found myself longing to be there, with my flute - accompanied by the melody and the harmony that dance gracefully with each other, nothing but feeling ease and appeased with the beauty of it.

what is this sense of loneliness and sadness that surround this thought?

perhaps, despite all those pains, tears, disappointment and loneliness, i love that place. as much as i dislike the people there, i still found myself being drawn to that place.

imma such a fool ='/

Cuteness, is how i’m going to describe what i’m feeling today =D

Still remember the Guardian and Angel game that i mentioned in my previous post? we were suppose to reveal who our angel are today and yea, we were creating a laughing havoc at the group page created at facebook – PMers in AISEC USM.

before i reveal who’s my guardian is, let’s talk about this cute lil girl who is suppose to be my angel. she’s just so cute,till the end. ♥♥♥♥♥ nyaa~~~~

i got this for her yesterday. =D glad that she like it and yea, i manage to remain anonymously till the last minutes.

it’s a surprise to everyone given the fact that i am her guardian. everyone was like giving this “what the…..” and “HAHAHHAHAHHAHAH” reaction. well, at least that proven that i do have a bit of talent in acting. haha!

and as who’s my guardian, you’ll never be able to guess who =)

 

TADAAAAA!!!!

 

who would ever know that this cute girl,who are suppose to be my angel is actually my guardian as well? and yea, both of us are actually guardian and angel for each of us. what a coincidence. and apparently, my girl, ciara knew about it and yea, you can actually imagine how hard she laugh when i finally knew who my guardian is.

a glimpse of all the havoc in facebook =)

still, that’s so sweet of her. i cant help smiling when i looked at those lil prezzies. it’s so priceless; her cute reaction and undeniably loud laughter when she receive the stuff i gave her and scratching her head real hard figuring out who is her guardian. and the cute lil gifts i receive from her, my lovable guardian =)

the game had come to an end. but one thing for sure, it leaves a beautiful memorable memories in my heart. i love you gurls sooooo much!! and how can you be soooooo cuttteeeee????? haha…..

and here’s the pic i choose to reveal myself. ♥

yeap, this pic was took when we go holiday together last year, at Cameron Highland ♥

Of Guardian and Angel

Funny how i found myself ended up experiencing a whole new experience. a memorable one, unforgotten one and the one that once again,slowly heal my wounded heart.

it started of with just ‘OK,I’m joining this since my friends are joining it’. i have to admit, i do hold that thoughts, little but not, when i first enrol myself as member. i was reluctant, partly because i didn’t know whether i would have to time to commit myself or not. but i guess, the main reason would be i was fear the same thing would happened again. just like in Jazz Band, where my trust,respect and feeling are striped off in a meeting that last no longer than 2 hours.

still, i guess my curiosity overpowered me. the thought that i would be offer a whole new experience, new skills and of all,knowing new people. i just couldn’t resist the temptation. and right now, i’m glad. i’m glad for taking the first step,for willing to take risk. i was given lots of memorable memories and laughter in return. it ain’t that bad after all i guess. =)

oh yea, we are currently playing guardian and angel game.as part of the activities for team day. =D and yea,it turns out to be funny and some of them are just so cute XD

this cute lil girl supposed to be my angel. and yea,i gave her a rocky biscuit and a bar of chocolate.unfortunately she mistaken some one else as her guardian.i guess i would have a lot of thing to laugh when she know im her real guardian. am so looking forward to see her reaction XD

 

me and ciara laughing bout it at MSN.XD cuteness ♥♥♥♥♥

Deep in my heart, i thanked all these wonderful people for giving me a memorable time. i doubt if you guys know you guys,in a way change me in a lot of ways and heal the wounds in me. thank you for showing me,once again, what being in a team and a family means. =)

i would like to dedicate this post to my buddy. it’s her birthday today! =D i’m sure she won’t read it but still, i wana dedicate this to her.

 

Dear Yuen Shin,

Happy Birthday, mi amor!!!

may you are bless with

faith

wisdom

and, of all,

courage

in everything that you do,

decisions that you make,

and, lastly,

love ya for always.

=)

 

yours truly

winter’s love

mummy, forever anxious =)

daddy, fierce but mischievous and funny at times

granny, quiet but loved her grandchildren more than anything

rookie (rotweiler), the gentle giant at home

 

it feels good to be with them after being away from home for 2 months long.pampered with lots of love and care and not forgetting, the priceless home cooked food =)

 

it’s even better to know you are now at a place you belong;

safe and sound under daddy’s protection and careful supervision

away from all those pretentious, bitchy people

grasp for fresh air while putting away those ‘masks’ for the time being

but, of all,

smiling to own self, feeling blessed and thankful for having such a wonderful family.

 

i’m back to where i belong, a place i call ‘HOME’.

 

will you walk away,

now that i told you the truth.

will you walk away,

simply because the truth spoken hurts?

truth was told,

because you ask for it,

because you are someone i cheerish,

someone that i didn’t want to lie to.

will you walk away,

now that you know the truth?

 

image credit to : http://zannee.blogspot.com/

2 posts in less than an hour time =D. decided to separate it since i didn’t want to make the previous post a super long one.

Communication night was on friday night. and this was suppose to be a farewell dinner for 3rd year seniors who will be graduating soon. yet, here we are, the 2nd year, having fun on our own there as well (since a few of my closest gals is the organising committee,we decided to go and help them out as usherers! =D)

A race to remember- roses and glitters. that’s the theme for that night. function was supposed to start at 8pm but ended up started at 9pm because everyone was super late! this is really a bad example and for someone that was time conscious and punctual like me,i do pissed off for a while. but guess that;s how malaysian work huh? no good no good, indeed. and yea, we were hungry and tired,wishing hard we could just sit down while we were standing there ushering people!

the food was great but because we are just too hungry,we forgot to took any pictures since we are busy globing down the food. =) and the rest of the night are spend taking pictures!  everyone is so pretty and gorgeous,so why waste it? =P

here’s some glimpse for the night!

that’s me,after getting my make up and hair done. =)

 

usherers of the night. everyone look so pretty and gorgeous!

 

with yi ling =)

 

with sue ann.and her dress is just so pretty and cute! and i super love her sueda beige heels!

 

with my lovelies at university. they add colours to my university lives and i love them!

 

with hot gorgeous wonderful lovelies!! my favourite people in university XD.i love them so so much =D

 

and of course, we didn’t end the night just like that. we do have our own after-party pre-planned earlier. =D we rawks right? girls just wana have fun and we do deserve some for working so hard and spend so many sleepless night and trying to cope and making sure the projects and assignments is done aside from making sure the night go smoothly.

that’s all for now. gonna go take a bath and get ready for dinner in a short while =)

oh, for all the lovelies out there, have fun and enjoy your day =D

muacks!

 

xoxo

It’s April!!! time sure flies! =)

today is Sunday and i’m lazing around as it i don’t have any assignment due (i had one article due on tue and i haven’t even start writing yet! =S) Bruno Mars’ s lazy song had been lingering in my mind for this 2 whole days. wonder how i gona ever get rid of my laziness and my great urge to procrastinate.

sleeping time and eating habit is all over the place and haywire. i slept in the morning and woke up in noon time. i ate one meal a day and surprisingly, i can actually stuff in many food at one time; resulted in not being able to take dinner. it’s so so so so so so so so unhealthy, yes, i know but i can’t help it.guess that’s what a university student should be =P (bad example! do not follow!)

it’s been a taxing followed by fun week. taxing in a sense that i had magzine assignment due on fri and my group members,again, driving me nuts.group assignments had never fail to traumatized me and i wonder what’s the problem here? maybe i’m at fault for having too much expectation? i tried to lower my expectation in work performance but i can’t stand it whenever people give me shitty work. i mean, come on,i’m doing the whole assignment and you’re only doing a small part of it. can’t you give me a good quality work instead of a shitty one and at one glance,one know it’s done effortless?don’t expect me to clear your shit k?

putting that aside, here’s a glimpse of the magazine i did =)

   front cover. =) it’s not that good as i should have done better.                more improvement needed.

last page. done in purpose as this magazine gonna have 2 cover page =)

editor’s note, content and editorial board. again, should have done better as this was done pretty last minute

the fashion part im doing. this is part of FEMALE magazine layout and somehow,i like it as it was simple but on the same time, it bring out the best of each product that was promoted in the page. pictures was hand pick one by one to make sure it match and come together =)

clarification: this is the layout from Female magazine. i merely change the fonts to make sure it fit with my magazine concept. pictures was taken from various website; I DO NOT OWN THESE PICTURES. and details to the pictures is made up. NON OF IT IS TRUE. again, credit given to female magazine for this wonderful layout as well as other websites for these wonderful images. =)

 

producing a complete magazine, i realised is not something easy. despite all those storm and bickering, i do enjoy the final product. i do meant to upload the whole magazine but some part are just so ugly i cant even bring myself to read it. they totally spoil the whole magazine. sigh, anyhow,i’m glad the ordeal is over and one more featured article to go before we wrap up this semestar. =D