ever feel that your heart was pounding so fast that you have no idea what’s going on? or trying to do something to catch attention or maybe for the sake of sparking a conversation? maybe always pretending to look around, but wishing hard deep down that one person will happened to look at you and smile? perhaps the urging to see that person more often and the smile that carved on your lips without you knowing it when the eyes meet that person?

and i wonder what is it, that overwhelmed me ever since i first saw him playing the violin?