internship officially started today!! as mention in the previous post [maybe dated a few months back?] i secure myself as an intern in seventeen magazine [sounds glamour eh?] and ironically, as excited as i am when i first know about this, i somewhat wasn’t feeling pretty enthusiastic of starting internship. instead, part of me is dying for september to come quickly so that i can get my arse back to penang.

perhaps, i was afraid of being in a new place as a total stranger. not only the roads here is like combination of spiders’ web, getting out just to get a meal takes up a lot of your time!! yea,KL and PJ do sounds [again] glamour,but the fact is it isn’t. not many people know how it taken a toll on u almost daily [exclude local kl ppl please].

and i am stranded in a room where my space practically consists of a bed and sum place to put my luggage bag,laptop bag and hand carry bag. that’s it. not an extra inch is given.even my make-up, toiletries and what else all have to be in hand carry bag. FML.

as fi things isn’t unsatisfying enough, first day of internship sucks! been left waiting the receptionist area for 1 hour like a total idiot. wen to office and again, i felt like a total idiot as there’s no work available for me (by work i mean REAL WORK!!). i ended up helping ironing clothes used for photo shoot for almost like an hour plus. then was ask to arrange and dispose old press releases and it actually took almost a few hours to do it!

got Apple’s help to write some code on double dating and hopefully the entertainment and lifestyle editor would use it for aug issue. then, gotta called up all the participants to invite them for crew girl get together event and i gotta resume calling tomorrow since i couldn’t reach some of them =/ and finally,i was required to type out the list in words which i gonna do it tomorrow.

maybe i was expecting more. maybe i was expecting too much from myself as well.i wanted to do some real writing job.not trivial job like this. and rite now, i was afraid that i’ll ended up doing all these trivial jobs for the remaining 2 months and it’s hard for me to adapt myself with them as they seemed to have their own clique and their own topic of conversations. and i for one have no freaking idea on the things that they are talking about. neither about starting a conversation. massive failure. WTF and FML.

tomorrow and the coming days,i pray that it will be a better day. i would endure and do anything just to land myself on real writing works during internship. *cross fingers and pray hard*