give me the courage to scrap through all of it again. i’m not sure how i’m gonna hang on there; neither do i have the idea of what to do. but at least for now, i just didn’t want to stop believing at the things.

please, tell me that all the things now happened for a reason and tell me what is that very reason for all this pain. i forgot how to chill, how to relax, how to find and regain my genuine smile.

restless and confused. no, i’m not okay,not at all.