i choose to hang on there. i choose to scrap through everything. and i know how hard this journey would be.

what’s done been done. i can’t ease my longing to this place. so for now, i guess the only thing i can do was hang on there till i found the answers to all the questions i had in my mind.

in the midst of loneliness, i’m missing the people who were once close to me. a longing but not hoping. for these people are not worth fighting for.

but, i do find some bliss in this loneliness. it enable me to see a lot of things, clearly.

it’s only the first day. more days to come after that.