i wanted to be people who are able to bestow the same humiliation,despair and betrayal to people that done that to me.but at the end of the day,i realise i can't bring myself to hurt people since i understand the pain too well.guess will let despair dealt with conceited.i'll never forget the feeling of standing alone in a corner,watching them group together,only to realise i was the forgotten one. for that,i'll never take their hand again.