feeling under appreciated.

and is tired of trying to break free from being under a shadow.perhaps,thing was never meant to be in the first place.

what meaning does it hold when you always feel out of the place or worse,more often feeling alone in the crowd?to make it more ironic,it never fail to happen at the place that enable you to do the thing u like the most.

perhaps,being invisible is not a good bad idea after all.at least,it do make me feel better than being under appreciated and like a doll.

music making and team building is SUPPOSE to be fun.for thinking i can let it go just like that,i'm indeed am such an idiot.