i finally found the courage to move forward again,after feeling dejected for 2 whole day.

what has passed,there's no turning back to it.as much as i wanted to scream and throw tantrum or perhaps hoping for the time to go backward so that i can make amendment,those will just merely remain as something impossible.

the only thing i can do right now is work as hard as i can to make sure that i can make things better,even though it's only a little.it's tough but given the current situation,i was only offer 2 choices-screw up the whole paper or work as hard as i can in hope to improve my grades.screwing up the whole paper is definetly not something i would opt-never in my life will i choose to give up just like that!

the me right now,is just like clinging hard on a spider thread to make changes.

but still,it's better than choosing to give up without even trying.