while other have an hour or perhaps more than that, every call made never last more than 1 min.or the longest,5 mins.

while phone calls for both of them are frequent,perhaps to the extend of everyday, every call made was a week once.or perhaps 2 weeks once.

while she can talk almost everything to them in the phone,every call made was the same sentences.or the most,just 2 sentences.

while concern were showed when they need it,every call made sounds cold and unfamiliar.

and i envy those that can have a heart to heart talk with their parents.simply because,i was not given such privilege.the expectation is there;no mistakes are allowed and every mistakes made shall not be overlook.and that's how i am supposed to be in the family.

and now,i just couldn't find the meaning to move on.what is the means of moving on?